"Strange yearning in the heart tonight — wishing I could return home for Chhath Puja, though I never left. Maybe the joy of coming home isn’t in the miles we travel, but in the warmth we remember."
I'm not responsible for my deliberate, perhaps I'd say intuitive procrastination. I was born in the late 90's , even my parents procrastinated even before procrastination was a thing. The pro in procrastination.