Mazy K.

discord: second_coming_of_mazy

Charles Manson / Cocorosie Fangirl

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[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

oh, you're my oomf? *pushes you against wall* prove it. prove it to me.~ *smirks and bites lip* interact with me. you're my oomf now~ *pins you to the wall and grabs your waist* you're my oomf, understand..?~ *grabs your throat* i cant hear you, tell me you're mine...~

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

gonna sleep

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

@Loserboooi Yeah I get naive and then I get proven that I was right.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

I want to stay down this time. I don't want to get back up. It's fake when I think it can get better anyways.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

gave out server.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

I don't even want a relationship like that. It seems like it would be the most stable idea

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

the sexual aspect isn't a fetish. It's not a fantasy it's realistic to me. I would rather it be innocent but If i'm not attractive in that way why would they want something to do with me. everything else about me isn't enough.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

Got a crude dm. It's not about the sex I don't even know what I want. I want to be used pychollogically and manipulated. That's the way. Smart Guy who thinks he's god and sees me as lesser but still loves me truly. Makes me his creepy slut but actually enjoyed spending time with me.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

Probably quitting discord as I already said don't need to repeat myself.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

And If I DON'T kill myself or magically get better which isn't gonna fucking happen at this rate people stop caring because there's no way to go higher when all you see is misery.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

I have no one to live for either.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

There can't be any hope left. I'm sick in the head and too ruined . I'm a lost cause and everyone should accept that and that there is no point in continuing on, I've hit dead end after dead end and I need to suck it up and hang myself or overdose soon since shit's only gonna make me cry out even harder.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

Might abandon my discord and only be active on twitter and turn this into a suicide log.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

Crying in the void again and again. It hasn o point. I'm going to die alone.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

He was the closest to stability he was perfect. I tried to change him because I thought he wasn't and he's gone. I won't repeat it again if I find someone like him.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

I thought she got it. I thought she enjoyed me and wanted me around and thought I was fun and loved me. She didn't she hates me. She hates me. I was only loved by one person ever. He's gone. he's fucking gone. I want luis back. I want him from 2024 2025 when he still cared baout me. He was the only one who ever cared no amtter what. I pushed him away I wasn't good enough. He was the only type of perosn that cvould care.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

tempted to go on groommetwt to find some old creep to use me.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

Please adopt me.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

I don't want to kill myself but I don't see the point in not doing it either.

[Mazy K. @Mazy_kite]

I want to be happy. I want to actually be cared about and loved and have it mean something. I want it to be in a good way but it doesn't seem likely. I'm too sick in my mind for it to be done healthily and the only chance is if it's from someone who wants to use me and love me wrong