I’ve tasted going back to an ex, and I’ve tasted trying to fix a relationship before it breaks off. I HIGHLY recommend focusing on your career, praying to God every day and going to sleep before 9 PM.
I'm not toxic. I'm reactive. There's a person somewhere calling me difficult, and they're leaving out the part where they pushed every boundary I set, ignored every signal I gave, and then acted shocked when I finally stopped being gentle about it.
That person you are missing right now is making a conscious decision every day to not have you in their life & that should be all the closure you need.
No company has ever buried an employee and closed forever. Let that humble your calendar. Lunch will still be served after you're gone. Eat today's meal with the people who love you.
The more you focus on yourself, the more fulfilled you’ll become. You’ve got a mind to sharpen, a body to build, a career or business to build, a family to nurture, a community to pour into, books to read there’s no time to worry about what everyone else is doing.