jlhmrzz

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

The light feels a little farther away these days.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

never been

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

Ayaw ko nang makinig, makarinig!

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

Would someone choose to be with me?

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

Myself

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

I need support.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#11
I'm breaking quietly, where no one can hear.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#10

I’m boxed within my own mind,
Alone, speaking in circles—
Searching for someone to hear me out,
But luck never leans my way.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#9

They move so fast, as if I were endless.
I keep up, I try—until the days pile up on my chest.
I am not weak, just tired in ways no one sees.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#8

My presence matters only when it fills a gap. When I no longer try, I become nothing but space.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#7

I breathe, I hope, I wait,
and still I am treated
like a footnote
in everyone else’s story

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#6

Why am I never given what is easy?
Is my purpose only to shoulder the hardest labor,
to carry what others set down,
to endure the weight in silence,
even when no one stands beside me?

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#5

There is no home for me,
because wherever I go,
love never calls my name.
I am not the first choice,
only the silence between needs,
the body that completes what is lacking,
then fades once the emptiness is gone.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#4

I love watching romance unfold on a screen,
strangers finding their forever in two hours or less. When the credits roll, I am still here,
searching for a love that has not learned my name.

How ironic.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#3

There are things I long to do with someone beside me, but I leave them undone— not knowing who to ask, or whether they would say yes, or if I am brave enough to invite them at all.

[jlhmrzz @Mdm_Jlhmrzz]

#2

I have reached the season where my heart is open, yet no hands reach back for mine.