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@eruphim Too many words not enough self awareness

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there's a dunning-kruger effect to self-actualization and only once you fully eat shit for about 2 years straight do you become content

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this is not supposed to be profound or pompous rather sharing a beautiful recent discovery in my life

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i haven't used adderall in probably 2 months at this point and i can say with certainty it has irreparably altered my brain composition. not inherently a bad thing. im kind of like that guy in that one movie about the drug that makes you really smart... except i jerk off

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dude #MyXitterAnniversary

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my Sister in Christ you are not ethereal you are an Egomaniacal loser

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@jiveb0mber Say bro u want some coffee with that milk

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sometimes i feel like there’s a Geiger Counter in my skull

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i want, more than anything, to have nothing

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a Lot of people have to Die a lot of People

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the Food and Drug Administration ruined my life

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It's dangerous for me to be like this. Not because I am lucid, not because I am reckless. Not because of anything really, other than the fact that I am capable of completely altering my entire life in a way currently unbeknownst to me. That thing, that idea, it fractures a man.

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i'm not the man i was 72 hours ago. i am a mercenary, i am the man on the television screen. i Look in the mirror And i dont See the little boy any more. I get scared of that kind of thing. What if i Lose every trace of who and What i Was. What then?

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@farjayoun Let’s All Love Freud

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anal-retentive is a very funny term to be ascribed as. yes i got shit up my ass man... im very sensitive about it

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my Brain is naturally secreting Ketamine now

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Sometimes U just gotta Cry in front of your manager and then quiet quit