Some ppl saw me at my most vulnerable side when my aunt passed In January. It was very hard for me to let my guards down like that. The good the bad and the ugliest I’ve ever been was the beginning of 2026. It’s been awhile since but im still pushing and getting better ❤️🩹
I really thought we were gonna last. I gave you my time. my attention, and my whole heart because I genuinely loved you. then slowly you started changing , the conversation got shorter, the effort disappeared, and I felt you pulling away. I kept trying because I cared, but eventually i realized i was fighting for something you already gave up on.
When you start to miss me, stand on what you did. Don’t come looking for me because the loneliness finally caught up with you. Don’t reach out because you suddenly remember how I loved you, how I showed up or how good you had it. You made your choice when I was still there. So when you miss me later, sit with that feeling. Remember exactly what you did to make me leave. You wanted a life without me. So when you start missing me, stand on that decision and dwell in the misery of knowing you lost someone who would’ve stayed.