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leave me out with the waste. this is not what I do. it's the wrong kind of place. to be thinking of you. it's the wrong time. for somebody new. it's a small crime. and i've got no excuse.
i've lost my goddamn mind, it happens all the time, i can't believe i'm actually meant to be here, trying to consume, the drug in me is you and i'm so high on misery, can't you see?
so you can tell your friends i do it on purpose, that i’m the crazy ex that wreck your life, but i’m over you and everything that we used to do together.
you'd laugh at me and be asking me if i'm gonna be home next week, and then i'd lie with you 'til you fall asleep and flutter eyelash on my cheek between the sheets. [#CSUHoliday]
The sky's on fire. All the stars disappear, no signs of life without you here. Tears will fall. Oceans will rise. The earth will stop turning. Since you left. Every breath feels like it’s burning.