Oka is alive and is recovering after a major surgery. She's doing okay for the most part.
She's sorry for worrying everyone by her silence. She still plans on coming back but her health journey this year has been long and grueling so her return keeps getting pushed back.
I literally was just discharged from the hospital yesterday and the home nurse sent me back in again today (T^T)
The hospital nurses were like "oh no..." "aw" "welcome back" when they saw me!! augh I feel so embarrassed
I'm so tired of this crap I miss being normal (゚皿゚)
For a little context, they're looking out for multisystem organ failure as I am at high risk for it. I can stay in the hospital because I'm medically unstable but I am more comfortable at home so the nurses just come over to take vitals.
I just want to get better aauugghhh
I'm not allowed any activities at all, not even grocery shopping. A nurse comes by the house 3x a week, they call everyday to check on me, I need to get blood work done every week, if someone breathes on me wrong I die 🙃
This is my update 🫠 send Jesus so I can slap his balls
Idk what's harder, the mental burden of knowing that your illness has no cure, just management, and it can get worse any time OR living with the physical pain it comes with.
Had to switch meds and I've had a headache every single day since. I feel so miserable ( ;´・ω・`)
My counselor asked me what I thought my worth was and I said "idk probably half a carrot"
I think my counselor needs a counselor after dealing with me because she was speechless after that one
I told a boomer to shut up because no one cares about their opinion anyway since they're on their way to Jesus soon and I was reprimanded by others and told "bullying is bad" ( ´-`)
She started it by saying "You gen Z kids--" I was just responding