Actually I’m not jealous. I barely know her now, she’s nobody to me like I’m nobody to her.. right? Right?!!?!? Idc about her and her stupid ass soon-bf. Fuck them both. I don’t need her if I can’t have her, if she doesn’t care at all. Fuck her.
I always think that the end is near because I can’t do this any longer but I do so my whole life is just waiting for the moment I will be desperate enough. I’m not even trying to do anything for my future because I don’t see it but it’s always coming. Let me out.
How do I know that it's a true friendship? I wanted to make an obsession spell bottle and needed specific flowers so he searched for them with me for 3 hours, in the rain. If he wasn't gay I could fall in love because not even my ex girlfriend would do that for me xd