Another form of low self esteem is definitely being too available to people who have shown you countless times that they lack a sense of urgency and enthusiasm towards you. I know its hard but regulate your nervous system to calm down.
Return to sender x 1,000 all hidden jealousy, fake support, silent competition, subliminal posts about me, and any negative intentions directed toward me, anything sent toward my name, my work, my page, or my energy that is not genuine or aligned is cleared and removed from my space immediately, I do not accept disguised energy, silent hate, or low intentions, and only real, honest, and aligned energy may stay connected to me, I am protected, I am covered, and I am at peace. Asé
Bad days are normal. Feeling sad is normal. Resting all day is normal. Feeling anger is normal. Going through difficult seasons is normal. Having intrusive thoughts, overthinking, or even spiraling sometimes is part of the human experience.
Please stop consuming advice that expects you to be positive, healed, productive, and enlightened every second of every day. That’s not reality.
You are human before anything else. Your emotions are not proof that you’re failing. Your difficult days are not proof that you’ve fallen off your path. They are proof that you’re alive, growing, processing, and experiencing life.
People are actually hyper aware with how they’re treating you! You’re not psycho for feeling the energy shift, for seeing the behaviors, for clocking the passive aggression, the isolation, the bullying. You’re spot on. Follow that inner compass. It is GOD. GOD WILL NEVER FAIL YOU.
Some family members will sit back and watch you go through the hardest time of your life without lifting a finger to help. Then when somebody else steps in and shows you support, they start talking, judging, and trying to turn people against you. Some people don’t want to see you healed because they got comfortable watching you hurt.
If I cut you off, your success later won’t make me regret it. Good for you, truly. But becoming rich, popular, married, fit, or “blessed” does not rewrite how you treated people when your character was on trial. I can respect your growth from a distance and still remember why access was revoked. Success can change your status, but it doesn’t automatically clean your history.
IDGAF about NONE OF THESE NGGAS. These nggas get shared, borrowed, exchanged, rented & returned. These nggas are DOUBLE LIFE EXPERTS. Yall love sayn “he do what you allow”. No btch, a ngga gone do HIM regardless. You can be perfect and that man STILL gon do whatever his dck tells him. Stop thinking you got him like that cuz another btch got him like that too… out south, up north, over east, and out west. I stay ten steps ahead of a ngga
I never want a man to settle for me.
Go find your dream woman, and if you can’t find her, don’t use me to fill the gap. I refuse to be a placeholder, a backup plan, or a settling point.
I want a love that’s intentional. A man who’s clingy in the best way, passionate, reassuring, God-fearing, and fully locked in on me. Someone who chooses me every day, not because I’m available, but because I’m exactly who he wants.
If I’m not your dream woman, that’s okay. Just don’t use me as a substitute for the one you truly desire.
one of the main reasons i’m so gentle with myself is cause i believe i’ve already experienced enough hardship in my life. i’ve already been mishandled and undervalued by others and myself at times. so i deserve more patience, forgiveness, and consideration at this point.
When you decenter your life from the idea of being in a relationship and focus on elevating yourself, you realize how many goals, opportunities, and accomplishments are waiting for your attention. Your fulfillment in life becomes rooted in your growth, your purpose, and the person you’re capable of becoming.