𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊

Prove me wrong

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Wrote your name better than mine.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

After 4 years, I realized the wounds were nothing new. Same old scars opening up

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

They gave up before it even started.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

If only you'd say the word, then maybe everything could've worked out better

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

I want to give up, but I don't want to lose you

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Don't mind me, running from my problems that will eventually catch up on me🏃‍♀️

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Its been so quiet lately, a "hello" would've been nice.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

How do you start a conversation without feeling like an annoying person?

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Reminiscing over what was
and what could've become.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

If you think money can't buy you happiness,
Yes it's true but you're probably spending it wrong.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

So the reason i'm scared of losing people is because i don't know my self-worth?
That explains a lot.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

So after a whole day thinking i was fine, this b*tch happens to show up just before i go to sleep

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Some kids be like
"I have depression"
and turns out they were just yelled at by their parents

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Either you get hated for being who u are or u spend the rest of your life living a circus act.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Can't trust myself with anything,
My wallet can testify to that.

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

Why pay and go to therapy if you can be emotionally numb?

[𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚊 @Melankhole]

My expectations and life in general just don't add up.