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girl who cries about oil x ~ (ana/bp) 21yo

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I’m 1m70 btw

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I used to want to go down under 50 and I did but it was so miserable that rn I would be happy with 53-55

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If I’m not out of 60’s this week I’m gonna lose it, I’ll go back to fasting if I have to

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Skipped breakfast and protein bar for lunch cuz I’m going out to eat in the evening

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Gonna go to grocery store in a bitttt

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@almondmilklight My dreams rlly influence in what mood I wake uppp😭

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It’s 1pm and just woke up from my nap, I’m not hungry yet yipeeee

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I want to recover someday but I think the thoughts will always be with me, just hopefully a little bit quieter

[Amber @a__ana_]

curious - do you think you’ll recover when you get to your ugw or do you think you’ll live with this disorder forever?

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Sleeping >>> eating

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Skipping classes to starve 🤡

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Just b/p’d, now I can sleep and hopefully wake up skinnier (it was my omad)

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Going hairdresser todayyy✨ goal is to skip dinner later and liquid fast tomorrow

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@corpsindresss Istg people like this should not be allowed in the field

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@boneyvegan They look at u cuz you’re GORGEOUS (Looks rlly yum btwwww)

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I’d lowkey rather not cuz if I ever want to recover I would NOT want calories to be everywhereeeeee
(plus in the depths of my ed I don’t even go to restaurants at all)

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@SAPPHOREXlC Just had an almond milk cappuccino

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@unstablepetal Hii

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3k steps done, hopefully I can sleep now

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It’s 6am but I can’t sleep, so I think I’ll go for a walk and then try to sleep again