People assume I isolate myself bc I'm antisocial, but truth is, I just observe how fake everything is and choose peace over chaos. It's a whole show out here with a bunch of clowns, and real ones are rare, so i'm cool with keeping to myself.
I JUST HEARD SOMEONE SAY
"MAYBE YOU DON'T NEED MORE TIME TO HEAL, MAYBE YOU NEED MORE EXPERIENCES THAT SHOW YOUR NERVOUS SYSTEM A DIFFERENT REALTY"
AND, YEAH.
I need to be around more people that are so far removed from societal expectations. People who don’t care how others perceive them as long as they are staying true to themselves
I feel separated from society because everyone just kind of deals with each other but I have a hard time being fake to people I don’t like or maintaining any relationship I don’t see a future in
I admire the fact I’m not ever afraid to be by myself. I will not settle for bullshit for the sake of having somebody, that goes for romantic relationships & friendships.