Im so lost.
But here in the vast voyage.
I found beacons to make me smile and dance.
I fear life without you.
But I wish you happiness. You were my best friend I harbor no ill will. I won't stop loving you.
Little dreams of you and I listening to the wind.
I wake up feeling worse than when I fell asleep.
Still waiting for those silent walks with the wind and you.
I had a stress dream last night. I was doing cpr and it was on my niece. She then turned into a doll. And then I woke up. Went to #youtubeshorts and it was a clip of Handsome Jack from #borderlands. And I remember that you used to call me Handsome Jack. Fuck #ihateithere.
After 5 years of on and off therapy. I realize my rage and hate comes from my sadness and pain. So, what now? Am I just supposed to sit with it until I expire? #therapytwitter#therapy
#anxiety is weird. I feel like I'm always moving forward on things other struggle with. But damn when it comes to you and me. Im still the same 15 year old kid fumbling on his words. The only difference is now you are an after image. I dont even think I want to move past this.
Just watched #MsMarvel and i was skeptical at first but was charmed by it within 5 minutes. I am excited how #ImanVellani has brought the spirit back into #MCU.