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this is my EVIL alt account to BITCH and MOAN and be ANNOYING
AUDHD / BPD my life is fucked basically
I don't think the link in my bio works that leads to my Hieronymus playlist :/
So here's both if anyone was curious
Calvin / Theseus Ship Captain
https://t.co/L2ZO8JqDJg
Hieronymus
https://t.co/8tmh6KU7uK
I would love to be freaky as hell but nothing turns me off more than someone just immediately throwing it all out there and making it pretty clear right away it's the only thing they care about.
ACTUALLY before I crack it open I will say. I am genuinely so fucking over how overtly sexual everything in our culture is and how men are online. Like mfer what if I want to get to know you? What if I fucking care about you? And I guess no hate to people like that but GOD
It pisses me off because it's projected back onto me. Or everyone else is expected to be horny every second and willing to fuck at a moments notice. I couldn't care less, you couldn't PAY me to care less.
And there is no alcohol in my system (SHOCKINGLY) (yet...) so I am getting off twitter bye bye now ๐๐
I'll update you guys (the void) on the tooth thing if it is fucked teehee.
Because like. I pass. They wouldn't know if I didn't have that there. But I like my kinda feminine figure and have ZERO intentions to ever get bottom surgery so I may as well be up front about that.
Why do all the actually cute old men stare at me like they want me to die horribly. The amount of people I could probably be talking to right now if they didn't see I was trans on my dating profiles AFTER seeing what I look like and finding me cute is kinda disheartening.
But I am incredibly picky and particular and probably already swiped on the love of my life because he didn't look extremely specific so probably I deserve that.
Time to play is that another tooth abscess (I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF) or a one time random coincidence my tooth reacted that strongly to slight heat (LIFE IS WORTH LIVING)
Don't you know that you have changed my life?
But for now, we have to say goodbye
Don't forget in you I will believe
And I hope you'll someday find your way
Right back here to me
I really want to add Chemicals by Scars on Broadway to Ignominy's playlist to represent the mental breakdown he'd have from the one employee he allowed himself to get close to being killed. Bc he'd have to put chemicals into them to preserve the body and he'd hallucinate -
It feels like it goes from being playful to actually taunting him bc in his mind he'd be tormented for letting them get hurt. And since I imagine Angela would've caused a breach to specifically target this employee, he would feel directly responsible
But that'd be the only way to kind of explain that. But the very first lyrics in the song kind of make everything fall apart. And also "maybe baby, won't you rape me, won't you fantasize" is what's REALLY making me not want to include it :")
there".
BUT there are also quite a few lyrics that dont fit at all and would probably really confuse someone listening to that playlist ๐ญ Ignominy would NOT piss on someone's face while they sucked on his cock ๐ and I dont think hallucination employee would say that to him -
Them as still being alive esp with the "come drink some chemicals with me". It'd work for either one of them saying it. And the song itself is harsh and fast and I think represents someone having a breakdown well. Especially "madness, feeling scared, looking around at nobody -