These days i’m having the weirdest thoughts, like i want to do something different, something destructive maybe, I want to get a tattoo, change my hair, take my veil off, start arial arts, not because i want to do any of these things but simple because i’m bored and i want to do.
Today i tried Kayaking for the first time, it was cool, wouldn’t do it again but it was cool, feeling the water splash, taking control over the raft was nice, i didn’t feel lonely, i didn’t fear it.. and i almost got swallowed by the life jacket 😂
The love of my life called me today.. i don’t know if it really deserved a call but i’m thankful he called, and i’m also thankful it didn’t break me apart as it would’ve 6 months ago ..