They don’t know the whole story. They don’t even know to what extent you have changed. It’s not their fault and it’s not yours. You just have to carry your own weight alone and go on. No one should carry yours as each one has his own weight on too.
I don’t used to be the person who will just sit there and cry over how the world is trapping me and make me in trouble. I don’t like it, so I will change it. As easy as that.
Recently I have made a decision which can be seen as the most irresponsible decision could be ever taken. But who cares ?
I decided to choose myself. I know my worth and will never settle for lesser than what I deserve. Even if all the whole world considers this as MADNESS.
Getting the world upside down around us would leave us in a deep trauma days cannot heal. This is the second time to feel this unsafe since quarantine. And I did never feel the same since that day. May God end this as soon as possible. May this war have an end.
Me to me:
Don’t feel that guilty. You have worked so hard till you have reached here. You were too loaded to bear. You have put your heart out in each single thing you did till you have burned out. You deserve to pause, to be happy, to be treated, to feel free and load-less.