Jan 2018 was the last time I tried to take my own life.
Since then life has been full of growth and @blueoctober has really helped contribute to that.
Last night I had the honor of seeing them live and the concert was nothing less than amazing & healing. Thank you, I love you.
Kinda want to run away and live on the beach. Also kinda want to max out credit cards, get my cosmetology certification, and live in Portland. Also kinda wanna not exist. #isthisadulting