How do I Feel?
Stronger, more than yesterday, enough positive to learn something of this sad situation, with the hope that I able to become this in something beautifuls and with the certain that I'm valuable .
But... I feel used
One part of me is convinced that : YOU DON'T DESERVED MY LOVE, MY BODY, MY ATTENTION, EVEN MY FRIENSHIP...
I don't want to hace u, netheir hate myself, but... I need you far away from me
IDK if I want to cry or to get angry.
I really try to be kind and understand the someone else's pain.... but ... why people are so selfish with the People tanto try to be comprehensive?
I really tired to be with her...
I need a placer where I need to spent a free time without her over me ... se really suffocate... she make me feel unfree...
Everithing makes you get angry, WTH?!! I can be patience but I'm tired to feel your bad vibre everytime I'm near from u. I'm sick of hear u telling me hurting thinks, I'M A FUCKING HUMAN !¿OK?! Its enough wiht my own FUCKING thoughts