I do weird shit to fck wit my mental like hide all traces of my birthday and not post bout it on the actual day.
I’ll still go out Nd talk to ppl like it’s a regular day to me. Then a day or 2 later I’ll post something like “Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy bday”…😑
I don’t ever mean for the ppl close to me that forget to feel bad for forgetting because I literally did my best hide it.
It’s all love regardless. I personally just don’t like celebrating something I never asked for nor wanted...