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[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

“The regret of saying nothing” is such a beautiful phrase. I came across it just a minute ago, and it perfectly captures everything I’ve been feeling.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Only thing I understand is the negativity of things. It is the easiest thing to understand. And maybe I’m little bit drunk :D

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

I think I’m just that disgusting creature that I’m not even worthy of basic human emotion, I don’t understand them really.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

I now have the only one I yearned for but my heart is not that full how I thought It would be it’s so confusing is there not a one thing that can make me whole or is it just my empty bastard soul that can’t be saved and my fragments of the thing everybody calls heart.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Sometimes I wonder if I'm right in my mind—maybe I'm a psycho or a maniac. Then I wonder if anyone could love me if they knew who I truly am

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

I yearn for a man I cannot have, a dark wave of passion and love that leaves me hollow, as if no other could ever ignite my soul~

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

The only thing that bothers me the most about dropping out of college is that I'll feel worthless, stupid, and useless.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Life is draining and I fucking hate it with passion🫶

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Maybe I'm overreacting, but did you ever consider me as your friend or I'm just somebody to fill the empty place when you have noone else to talk to or hang out with? Like damn, I'm person too you know. I know am not the best person to be friend with but I'm really trying.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Once again I was fooled that people are not that bad and I can trust them...you know what is the best part of it? That they don't know that they hurt someone actually they don't even care.. hilarious right.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

I don't fuckin get it, he hurt my feelings, yell at me and then I should apologize to him and even hug him and tell him that he is good father? Yeah fuck that, you don't deserve anything from me you sick bastard.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Why did I always think that one day my life would turn upside down and at least once everything would be fine?

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

i don't know what to do anymore...

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

~I have no reason to be sad or feeling down, but I wanna scream and cry so so bad right now~

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Why is it so hard to find people to fit in with.

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

It's pretty funny how naively I think that everything changes one day, even if the only thing that changes is always just the names:/

[蜉蝣 @MichaelaHjkov5]

Even If I die while being pessimistic about my life, the world won't even know that I was born to roll in shit.