I'm over diet and exercise. Unfortunately, it's been working and I'm almost 50% of the way to the goal so I can't just stop either. I wanna quit, but other than the current problem of my wardrobe starting to be a bit too big, I can't think of a good enough excuse to stopπ«
I tend to gamify my time getting dressed up so its not just: get dressed, fucking machine(s) for short spurts over a few hours, get undressed. Aside from cleaning my apartment as a maid, I'm blanking on things to do rn(which means when I do, it'll be overly complicated instead)
Figured I'd only go as far as light spanking with a hand as far as anything even kind of painful, but I got spanked pretty hard for a bit, got actually bit, caned, nipple torture during quiet hours so I couldn't make much noise to react, and cbt. Didn't plan on doing anything messy or with food, but I ended up being instructed to sit on cupcakes twice(they didnt notice me doing it the first time so I had to do it again). I also didn't plan on getting out of chastity and letting others touch me down there, but a volunteer was asked for so it wasn't exclusively toys, but no one else was willing to so I did it(though I was also told not to cum and I was determined to not find out what would happen otherwise which made things harder too)
Went to the Sissy Manor event this past weekend. Had a wonderful time and found out some things.
1. Not being allowed to cum on top of the fear of pain and disappointment are better motivator than I thought. Of everything that happened while I was there, I think I only kept maybe 2 of the limits I set at the beginning and did everything elseπ
2. That I will need to adjust my spending to travel back to Florida/Georgia/New York/UK to have some sessions with those mistresses again before the Sissy Manor event next year.
3. The nickname I got while I was there was Michelle Hobama...I may have to keep it now that I'm used to hearing it
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Every time I go out, I think I need a camera man. Walking with a selfie stick all the time is not the most ideal thing, especially if I'm going into something like a store. Then it just looks awkward and I generally have to put it down to pay for things.