Everything has become depressing ever since last august. I'm not god strongest soldier to be put to the test and end up in hell because of my own weakness. There's no way I could find comfort in religion either so where should I turn for help ?
Nobody.
Sometimes I think that I wished the world would be kinder to me instead of being kinder to myself. But I can't see the positive side when my life is dull and sorrowful.
I wish I could live in a big city, meet up with all of my friends and travel.
I miss my friends sm
SFX makeup ‼️ ALL FAKE, FAKE BODY.
I was too lazy so that was two weeks ago. Multiswiping for the 1st time with a dull blade was straight up dog shit
#988shtwt#shtwtt#shtwt#shedtwt
Trying to work my half-sleeping brain rn. People are giving me the cold shoulder and unsubscribing because I ghosted them. I can't blame them tho however I clearly gave my reasons that I needed to work on myself but ok since the information was not properly communicated ?!!
I'm starting to feel the loneliness consuming me little by little but at the same time, I can't bring myself to talk to them again. I can still be alone for a while it's ok. I just don't understand why they would react like that when I'm the one suffering here
My friends are linked to the city where I live, and I feel the hatred directed at that city through them. Not that I don't like them but I feel like I need a fresh start. I can't bring to keep living like that and the my appearance is the only thing I can change about
MI MAYOR SUEÑO ES VIVIR SOLO EN MI PROPIA CASA Y CORTARME TODOS LOS DIAS SIN QUE NADIE ME ESTE MOLESTANDO DICIÉNDOME QUE ME VA A INTENTAR EN UN HOSPITAL PSIQUIÁTRICO POR CORTARME