@TariqBilalBanaa I’m not sure if he exists. I kept asking for him. No one will tell me the truth. I asked for any and all I could think of for help. Even he avoided me. I guess I’m so annoying even the Antichrist hides from me.
I don’t want to make it about me, but thought I’d put it out there, as it was kind of funny but maybe funnier if it did effect somehow.
I kept thinking, posting, and saying out loud to the Matrix that I want both the blue and red pill - so it’s purple. Purple is magic and it’s royal. Royal magic. Then I might have superpowers in there. I imagined Morpheus with his mouth opened, that he has to give me both. Then I started ripping the matrix apart. Since I don’t know tech much, but I can do demolition.
If that’s how you define success for a business, it’s only because of safety by numbers. Most places remain in the same archaic method of rule by fear and power abuse - that ancient rulers resorted on, when they didn’t have enough experience and inherited wisdom that accumulates over time by each generation to carry forward to better develop and advance. If enohgh generations failed to do their part in evolving, the kingdom would fall.
There aren’t many jobs to chose from, less of that to be selected for an interview. Some interviews are for a job that isn’t available. But the position needs an update to the procedures. So the interview is informative. They are gathering information from the best applicants, to gain tips on how to do better. Then they reject, with a no thank you, you’re overqualified we don’t want to hold you back from your potential. Only the applicants who show potential ability to figure out what they really did, and have a potential lawsuit case against them.
The staff are the most valuable asset to the company. Good peoole are hard to keep, a leader is responsible for staff retention as risk mangagement in an unpredictable market. Should it crash, you better have your best available and ready to save the company with you. You won’t be able to do it without them. They are your lifesavers.
There will be new companies with innovative and fearless leaders who get a thrill of winning by taking a gamble at what they know they can risk with a sure shot. A company that offers independence, flexibility in choice - such as remote or office, ownership - build your role and procedures best for you, schedule freedom - get this done by said date, by how long you can work on it set by you, and a more mentor/coach management style with the support of a leader as an advocate for you who has the power and authority to utilize for you as a privilege to offer what you don’t have, to better help you succeed as the company can’t if you don’t.
This leader would have all the best talent in the region stalking the available job postings, to catch anything newly available so they can jump in for a chance to have a life, and get paid for their value and delivery, not their time. Their time doesn’t generate profit. The result they deliver as requested does.
The in person presence is for the thrill of social games. It’s like a sport to play while working. To keep certain types hyped up and pumped up with power hormones that activate like a zombie virus ressurecting in their nerve endings. It snyapes a spark when they get a return of fear by breaking down another. Like getting a refreshed life in a video game. That spark becomes electrifying in their nerve wires. Running through their nervous system like cables along telephone polls in a city. Sometimes they get electrocuted internally. A tear in one of their cables, the electricity leaks out and zaps their blood cells like a kite hit by lightening. They usually let out a grunt, sort of the sound a gorilla makes. The bachelorettes slyly take note. Of who is the most eligible bachelor to focus on winning. As they backhandedly eliminate the completion without a trace. Usually it’s the ones who couldn’t give a damn. Which is the reason. They aren’t participating and that reduces the number of losers the winner gets as a final score.
The work doesn’t get done. They take what’s left of one project, reassign it to a different one. Money makes the world go around, so move the work around and stay in business.
It seemed no one could answer why most people have to work in the office. Thought I’d contribute from my point of view, from years of experience in the corporate jungle.
I don’t know them personally so I can’t fully fall into what’s said about a person until I hear from them as well. So many people lied to me all my life that I can only be in neutral until I hear from all sides. It’s only fair. I have been denied justice myself. I think if we make a choice to be fair in judgement, hear from all, then we might show a unity of justice as the people against the system that has failed us. A reminder by presentation of what is a right all of us are entitled too.
The matrix refuses to respond to me. I’ve been calling out asking for a tour. They ghost me. They won’t let me in. Even they don’t like me. Wow that’s so insulting. They won’t let me even see the place. I can’t find it on any map. It won’t even show in photos. It’s hiding. It might be a hallucination. I’m unable to see hallucinations as it’s a conflict with my sixth sense. I don’t have the right mental disorder, so it must be a mental disorder one has or is capable of having. It’s not in anything of past history. Nor story. Only movie. It therefore doesn’t exist to me. It doesn’t even have a building permit - I tried to find the address by searching through building permits. It’s not found. Could be a lie. When one tells a lie, they must believe the lie enough to trust telling another. So that leaves the liar stuck in that point in time, they changed their past by locking it down with a lie. While the rest of us evolved forward with truth evolving too. Maybe it’s in the past now? Not enough believers?
There is nothing wrong with stuttering. No one is the same, everyone has something a bit different about them that just needs understanding, love, kindness and patience while working with the child who stutters through an addition to their raising that is extra time and effort to coach them through an added challenge in their development. Diego in Umbrella Academy has a stutter, that Grace/Mom helped him through. Do you want to call Diego a dumbass too? He is a multi knife master, fyi. Probably can help with the haircut your profile photo appears to be asking for.
It looks like you could use a friend. A partner to ease the burden of navigating life, to ease confusion and help audit what’s to be said, before it’s said. It’ll double your IQ. Dumber levels up to dumb when you add another dumber. It should be dumber and dumb. But I can’t be harsh on them for getting the order wrong in the movie title. They certainly tried their best.
Even one lie in history, which is presented to us as reality’s past, truth, corrupts the entire thing. So it’s no longer real life. It’s fantasy. Life’s about a dream. Seriously. wtf.
Maybe if we get all the parallel realities, alternate universes, merged as one, they will come back. They could be scared, hiding between the lanes. What looks like tree elves have been showing to me in trees, in a faint image like a line drawing. At first they looked at me with a very impressive collection of individual faces of terror. Each one so unique, they really put a lot of personal creative effort into that. But I talked sweetly and told them they are cute. It’s ok to be nice to me. They they regrouped pixels and rearranged to cute faces. They want to be with us, but they are scared because we are too scared to be ourselves. We dismiss those who are different, as if they are wrong. Imagine how that makes them feel safe to trust us.
What is this matrix? No one has provided a clear and thorough definition of this thing. It’s a cage? It has technology? I don’t see it anywhere on photos of Earth. Is it physical or virtual? So invisible to the naked eye? If so, it’s a virtual collective insanity. A shared hallucination. A mental disorder. Which is the antidepressant and which is the anti anxiety? Between the red pill and blue pill. Where can I find the blueprints to this thing? Where is the permit? I’m told there is an architect, which means there is a permit to the architect’s design and construction. I’d like to request an inspection of the matrix and require all design-construction plans, documents, specifications, and list of trade contractors. In addition, all agreements for each resource used to run keep the matrix fully operational and running 24/7, such as the provider of electricity, the source the electricity is extracting from, and a log of daily meter readings since the first day of operation. I assume the matrix uses water? I think I heard a woman crying near a lake so her tears might be in the water. Be careful, might get a rash. If one is naughty, not nice. I think it’s in the air too. It evaporates. Maybe that’s why I don’t see a lot of people outside these days. I guess they get burned by the air when they go outside.
This should never be real. What is real is the natural earth, life that belongs exclusively and solely to the person living it, and their spirit and soul. Each soul should have the right to engineer their own destiny and life ahead.
When existence began, the Big Bang theory, there was no owner of anything. Somehow there’s ownership of a before life and afterlife. A heaven and hell. And, hypothetically, life, in a matrix or simulation. It’s real, then it’s not. Is heaven one religion or do we have options? There’s no preview, tour, literature, sample lease agreement, etc. Have blind faith or burn in eternal hell. Then life might be a show all the time without letting you know for all your childhood and some adulthood? Reality is called theater…why?
Nothing is ever straightforward to begin with. You can’t say you’re offering truth after the fact you began someone’s life as a lie to them. That they don’t have family. No loved ones of relation, actors. Their privacy was assumed as private as any other assumes. But it’s not. Their whole life. Private moments trespassed and broadcasted for all.
This is an utterly diabolical and sick perversion of violating the sacred right each soul, each person, is entitled to. That privacy is an essential core to give a soul a sanctuary in a difficult experience that is life, to have the break from the stiff pomp and circumstance of being proper around others. They have that gift of privacy to be themselves. To explore and express, develop them. To take that from someone, from their birth and without they’re knowledge and consent is a theft enough. This is stealing their soul. The exact thing that the devil is said to do. The devil steals our souls. Then, on top of that, broadcast their private life to others - who knows where and who. What about the birth parents?
It was enough to fabricate a recycling center that sucks up the energy of each life to process and modify from its original purity into a more malleable and programmable format. It’s like you took the essence of the Excalibur that loosely holds the fragments of the metal while it’s in rest state awaiting to be prepared by the lady of the lake for a new king. His soul must remain as pure and unaltered as it was by before his first cycle of life. To do this, you take our kings. From the promised kingdom.
Are all these older souls so fragmented by recycling that they are all mostly broken lights of a soul no more? Essentially light in seperate particles like dust. They are so lost within themselves to think this is ok. It is not.
Nothing that allows first and foremost fully informed consent and full disclosure at the start is trustworthy. The place that is good will not have any issue in doing the right thing.
Existence has no ownership, as it was in the start. The existence within, each individual soul is the sole owner of themself. No one else.
Now there are broken, crying, lost, traumatized souls that are overly recycled tin cans, metaphorically, who are like the tin man in wizard of oz. They lost their heart because it hurt so much when it broke all those times no one let them be loved as they are. Now they have to be oiled, annointed, properly. Realigned, reset, and reraised right. With unconditional love as they are. As they each deserve.
It looks like history didnt get the story straight. Or maybe the version given to me to believe is the fool’s edition. I’d like the teachers edition please. If what I reviewed is the same as everyone else has, just erase it. It’s a lie. Never was there any mention of earth being unnatural tech. And what is up with that lion head snake body God in that thing called Gnosticism? This isn’t the real life then. It’s fantasy. I rather leave an open book out there and call it an escape hatch. If anyone feels trapped, walk into that open book and help write it as a collaborator. I bet they collectively do better. They each have ownership. They will take good care of it.
I don’t think any ancient god or goddess would want an innocent child to be sacrificed to them.
Mosaic Law strictly forbids giving any children to pass through fire to Moloch (e.g., Leviticus 18:21).
Do they have confirmation from the god or goddess prior to sacrifice that that is what they want? Or theu just assume. Or make it up. I’d be afraid that one day one of those ancients might come to life, so fired up with anger that they set the light within them to come to life. Then come out like an angry debit collector to settle the crime with the offender. Demanding the one who sacrificed the children to sacrifice themself.
There are planets named after some of the Gods who could use a life to get started. Throw one of the child killers into one. That’s how you sacrifice to an ancient god. The criminal, the killer. Not an innocent child. Of course, we can’t be sure it’s the right person. They always frame another. The ancient probably wants to handle it themself. They don’t like when others think on their behalf.
Are you denying me my freedom of expression by taking a side door declaration stating I am high, specially on shrooms? That’s so specific. You even measured the amount taken? “Had enough”.
Where is this drug test result? And the consent form. I didn’t know I took a drug test. I have been home for days. I don’t even take shrooms. It doesn’t work on me. Are you using your imagination to create a narrative about me? Maybe you should take shrooms. Your imagination is starving.
If you were to live “born free,” seperate from any civilization or society to date, so without those expectations - you wouldn’t be a “disorder.”
You’re perfectly human. Just as you should be, as within your age group. You’re still learning, figuring it out, and exploring. I’d say this is good. You are sustaining your flexibility in absorbing, adapting, and developing. If you can maintain fitness and stretch that out as long as possible, that’s like an Olympian in training of the mind to reach max potential, hopefully push past that limit. The ADHD mind desires to travel in multiple paths at a time. In all sorts of random directions. While the non ADHD mind goes in one linear path. Your mind is trying to develop in a quantum multi cord human super computer. To be fit for a necessary evolved survivor right on time, efficient to stay on top and ahead of the race.
I released my soul, which was mostly somewhere outside earth, as I’ve been tormented enough - likely due to whoever I was to them. I still don’t know for certain. So I needed to be free, told my soul to collect itself entirely into one and flee. Ran horizontal from the vertical line of time, full speed until outside the borders of existence.
In its place, I made a new spirit. I suggest others imagine they can, and envision this for themself as they create a powerful image of their new spirit too. We have that ability to inherit one day. Maybe it’s time we activate that and see if it works. Better to try than regret. Mine is part woman and part Sabre tooth tiger mom. Since I get ferocious and terrifying when the protective maternal instinct is triggered in me. If I die, that might be who remains instead. I’ve been waiting to get my Justice. And I want to test my new teeth.