@zerosIitz This, omg 😞 I remember when I tried to recover I never truly recovered like I gained weight n everything but after a while I js restricted and js didn't counts cals.. This disorder is genuinely engraved in my bones and idk if I'll ever get free 😕
I felt so good eating normally the last week but s I can think abt is how many calories I've ate and how much weight I've gained :/ (Ive maintained more or less tho) and how I can practically fe the fat on my body js there it's so gross
Sorry for being so IA on this account, I haven't been feeling too well and I've had to eat properly so I could get thru school days and band :/ I luv u all sm as soon as I feel better I'll be more active!