i need to stop writing my thoughts on twitter instead of my diary because it really is rotting my brain. i need to get more thoughtful and beautiful and touching grass
what do you do when you don't have many friends so it becomes really really important to get more friends but people can smell you desperation and it puts them off so you get even MORE desperate for friends. im going to go crazy
I wish I had a friend group who lived near me so we could spend every day together.... and do things.... sigh.... but no. i must be an incel on my computer...