People will hurt you, act like it’s nothing major and expect you to move on from it, act like nothing happened and expect you to carry the emotional weight all alone.
There’s an old saying, “The deepest pain is the one you smile through.”
Because no one sees it. You wake up, get dressed, talk like everything’s fine but inside, you're carrying a goodbye that was never spoken, a love that was never returned, and a version of yourself that you lost trying to hold onto someone who never held back. And what hurts the most… is knowing they moved on while you’re still pretending you’re okay.
@Itgrlni Babygirl you are 18 too YOUNG and BEAUTIFUL to be stressing over these boys! right now focus on leveling up, your schooling. There are good men out here but give yourself some time to work on YOU.
Grief is HEAVY. It feels dense in the body, like it’s weighing you down by the ankles. It sometimes has you feeling like you feel everything and nothing at all. It sometimes feels like you have a knot in your throat, to not speak of it. it’s shitty. all you wanna do is cry.😕
“you handled that so well”
No I didn’t I cried like a baby for many nights. Went over it in my head millions of times. reanalyzed ever word they said to me.