@_findingty Thank you ๐ฅบ Iโve essentially fled all social media for mental healthโs sake, I canโt remember if you have my FL area code number or not, lmk. I miss you hella ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
I will literally for fucking real (yโall think Iโm joking but Iโm NOT) kiss the actual fucking ground whenever I get to set my feet on Canadian soil again. Legitimate saline tears will streak my face. Overwhelming bliss. This outcome is inevitable.
Tbh Iโm always entertained by the Parade of Nations at the Olympics opening ceremonies and how after entering the venue, the teams of athletes are made to sit on the ground like children in gym class. Some people are on their bellies, some are criss-cross applesauce, just posted.
Things Iโve Certainly figured out:
โข Life sucks a lot
โข Social media is a construct that, more often than not, only makes life suck more
โข Iโm going the fuck to bed, which will only solve my problems temporarily, but thatโs better than whatever other solutions Iโve got so far
Galactic Jack is fabulous. Tastes like the scent of the Febreeze vent clip in my boyfriendโs Saab hatchback when I was 17, but itโs still fabulous ๐โจ
@LiLnikk91 Once more I find myself grieving a cherished friendship because the other party has lost patience with me and my mental health struggles. I acknowledge that Iโve fucked up and not been a flawless friend, and friendships passing is just a part of life, it just hella sucks n hurts.
Iโm really not much of a goal setter but I have decided that if I donโt consume a turkey leg by the end of the Lordโs year 2021 I will be incredibly disappointed with myself
I throw myself off of a cliff inside my mind anytime I fuck up/embarrass myself or recall such a scenario.
So I go headlong into the void like at least 5-6 times per calendar day.
๐คท๐ผโโ๏ธ catharsis is different for everyone.
Omg my neighbors just have installed some kind of water feature in their backyard bc now when I open my upstairs window it sounds like thereโs a bubbling brook right outside ๐๐๐