Yesterday I deciding to take a risk and do my interview observation in the forest and it was totally worth it because... I HAVE A JOB. ๐ญ๐คธ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ I donโt think it has quite sank in, but I am so excited to have my own little class from September ๐ฅฐ
Some days I think why do I put myself under the pressure of teaching. Then yesterday I gave star of the day to a child who has a difficult home life and sometimes displays challenging behaviour; the excitement on his face reminded me exactly why I wanted to teach! Those smiles๐ฅฐ
Most days I find myself thinking โwell they didnโt teach me this in my 3 years of teacher trainingโ - today it was figuring out how to keep a head on a scarecrow ๐๐
Year 1 had an amazing afternoon using our new @nowpressplay headphones to listen to a story all about the seasons! We managed to get the clock back from Jack Frost before he started an eternal winter! #wcps#wcpsscience#wcpsautumnweek ๐ง ๐ ๐
Iโm completely overwhelmed and feel like Iโm just about keeping my head above water BUT Iโm supported beyond belief and Iโm still going despite some extremely large obstacles being placed in my way already! โค๏ธ Half way to half term ๐คช
Yesterday I was told I was handling the current situation in my class like someone whoโd been teaching for years and that the class are lucky to have me. It really is the small things when you feel like youโre just getting by and constantly changing timetables and strategies ๐โค๏ธ
@MrsHumanities I have also made sure I still go to the gym as many times as I feel physically possible, still attend my dancing practices and ask for support if Iโm struggling (but I am very lucky to have THE most supportive mentor) ๐ซ
@MrsHumanities I set realistic to-do lists for each day (before, during and after school). I get into school at about 7.15 and leave around 5.30. This may seem like long days for some but this has so far enabled me not to work in the evenings and only work a very small amount at the weekendsโจ
Okay so we are two weeks in (therefore still in September), I havenโt been paid yet and Iโve just ordered a 3ft felt Christmas tree, Christmas paper chains and some hanging foil โChristmas friendsโ decorations ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ. Does this mean I have a problem or is this normal??๐
@missbsmithh Donโt let me fool you, Iโm late to assembly most days, forgot my lunch on Monday and barely remember what day it is most of the time ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ
My Sunday has included a small amount of planning, a gym session, a roast dinner, booking a night away in a gorgeous hotel in the lakes for October half term and booking a girls city break for February half term๐ซ I now feel refreshed and ready to take on week 2 (I think)๐๐ฉ๐ฝโ๐ซ
I had a kinda big wobble yesterday and doubted my ability to give my year 1โs what they need this year, but Iโm sooo happy that today Iโm feeling a little bit better and I am ridiculously overwhelmed with the amount of support I have in school. I am one very lucky NQT ๐ฉ๐ฝโ๐ซโค๏ธ๐
And walking back into the classroom after my hour of PPA to most of my class at my waist shouting that theyโd missed me was exactly what I needed this morning ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
I survived today, surely thatโs an accomplishment?! My Year 1โs now have their first ever piece of work in an actual maths book and I am SO glad there is a glimmer of hope for my carousel approach to learning being successful ๐ค๐ฝ
Am I ready for tomorrow? Absolutely not! Iโm just praying to make it through the day without any tears (from me or the children ๐). Here goes nothing ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐ฉ๐ฝโ๐ซ