Iphones/cell phones in any capacity in movies
Phones are maybe the least cinematic piece of technology I can think of.
I think flip phones work in films, but cell phones look incredibly dumb. And worst of all is when they try to like split screen or show what’s on the phone
Flourishes done through editing/graphics. I think my biggest stylistic pet peeve about late-90s and early 2000s horror is the creative practical flourishes of lenses and camera movement were replaced with cheap digitally edited ones
Growing up in male spaces, you see so much absolutely abhorrent things. And while you can maybe say "it's just immature stuff boys say", I'm sorry but I have no reason to believe men are deep down any different in their beliefs as adults but instead better at not expressing them
But I'm also honestly quite scared of men.
Not my irl friends at all, | love you all, but all other men freak me out so much. And yet I am sexually into guys? So how tf does that work
It's probably going to take like a decade or so for me to even get to a baseline trust of not assuming every guy I meet is predatory in some sense. And l don't even know if I'll get to that point because I think it's a very fair assumption unfortunately
I want to smoke so baddddd 😭 I don’t have any weed or a cart and it’s too late to get anything but ugh I just want to go mindless for a bit I miss it so much :(
Among other things…
I think I do also keep coming back because in the content I make and people I talk with, there is an element of a scenario where I basically just give them full control of me. And part of me does find some comfort in that because at the very least maybe I could let go and forget