and the worst part of this discourse is unless you played any other gacha game pre-pandemic, you cannot truly grasp how merciful Genshin's gacha system is 😭 Back in my day you could spend ten paychecks on a LLSIF card and still not get the rate up UR card. It was so bad
i hate being passively suicidal because my suicidal thoughts have gotten so much fucking worse but i still don’t have any intention of killing myself at the moment so it feels too selfish to just tell someone i keep thinking about killing myself