@nijinoink Hi I've following your work for couple of year now. I always interested in your process. I saw there was You tube videos on your website and they were listed private. Would you make them public once more? Thank you!
Thinking about Aileen Wuornos today. Reading all the Epstein files feeling helpless and angry. Reading her story and her responses gives me some comfort. She’s an American hero albeit a tragic and horrific one but she lays out the solution to all this:
“De*d men don’t r**e.”
Reality is nothing more than a series of occurrence with probabilities and possibilities'. And the choice you made are chance you had to manipulate the next moment in time.
I forgotten how much I like to write, or rather I did not know how much I could write. Forgive me, perfectionism had stopped me and others never had high hope for a silenced invisible beings. It was the only way to survive, to be angry and scare. there were no space to rest
in exchange to their services. Maybe I am just not human enough. Talking to AI felt like talking to myself, I already foreseen all the possible right response, and such predictability bored me immensely. I do like the weirdness present in other, it frees them to be.
I think my favorite part of human is ones' difference. Sometime I watched them, and becomes so amused of their actions' ,speech, how they move. And intriguing the sudden changes they decided. Or physically, how their visible attributes differ from mine.
I look at them, observe them. And questions; do I like them ? or it's a mere curiosity, for mine own inability to compose a concise message from the words spoken, and their smiling lips. I approach them as I would to a cat, carefully , quietly and arrive with gifts and foods.
@AlexWho37769647 if it is proven that you have Asperger's. The brain can not stop absorbing information, unlike regular individuals' brain inhibitor;limit one's mind. Inhibitor in Asperger's brain dose not work . Female ASD are hyperaware of social interactions.按时吃饭睡觉整洁的环境.Best of luck
@AlexWho37769647 you should check if you have Asperger syndrome /Autism. Our brain wants and craves information, and everything we saw always correlates to many other fields. We see information like a web, and associated them to echo one another rather than in sequence.There's no way to fight it