Hiiii! I’m Chairo a bunny vamp vtuber
who spoiler alert doesn’t even have a model yet
wait! Before you scroll at least take a look at my design
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I'm really tired of getting bullied for my English.
Honestly, it's making me lose all motivation to create content in English sometimes.
There are moments where I just feel like using TTS and muting myself during streams.
For those who don’t know: English is not my first language , I’m from Italy.
Recently I tried to step outside my small community, creating content for a wider audience and experimenting with multistreaming.
What I got in return were insults, mean comments under my videos, and negativity during my streams (on the other platforms) . I can handle criticism, but this isn’t criticism , it’s just people being rude. It’s frustrating and exhausting.
I’ve been doing this for 4 months now, and the situation hasn’t improved.
Yesterday I lost my patience. I was doing a collab with a friend, and on the YT side I kept receiving comments like:
"What's this English?🥀"
"All I hear is gibberish☠️☠️"
"How does your friend even understand you?"
And honestly, I’m just tired.
I don’t know why this keeps happening. Maybe people think it’s okay because I’m a male VTuber and I can “take it.” My best friend, who is also an Italian VTuber, doesn’t get the same kind of comments.
But I don’t want to turn this into a gender discussion , that’s not the point.
The point is: this kind of behavior makes people feel like they don’t belong.
It makes you feel like you can’t step outside your own community without being mocked for trying.
I’m going to keep improving, but please remember: not everyone is a native speaker.
Trying should never be something people get punished for.
I'm sorry for the long post, but I just returned from hiatus, streaming and reading the same comments AGAIN put me in a terrible mood. Content creation has always been fun for me, but recently I feel like I don’t have a place in the community because I can’t speak English correctly, and honestly, that makes me feel excluded.
I feel like giving up sometimes ,I don't deserve this treatment, I'm just a silly guy who shares his drawings online 💔
Things to do as an artist in 2026:
- reject AI
- take breaks
- study your GOATs
- embrace challenges
- support human artists
- reflect on your progress
- consume only with intention
Things not to do:
- listen to self doubt