As bad as i thought i wanted to be one and done im glad i changed my mind because THIS experience…..my second chance at pregnancy and motherhood has been absolutely beautiful! And i am so grateful to God for it .
“Had to take your number out my phone (Phone)
You was choosing hoes instead of home (Home)
I can do bad on my own
Twenty missed calls, nigga, leave me alone”
“I was listening to this song
It goes like
I know it hurts sometimes but you'll get over it
You'll find another life to live
I swear that you'll get over it
I know you're sad and tired
You've got nothing left to give
You'll find another life to live
I know that you'll get over it
My oldest was upset with me because I said I was too tired to do more things (we were at a school event) and she let it be known our whole way home. It seemed like her issue with me was deeper than that so I asked her “what can I do that you think would make me a better mommy to you? What would you change about me, if you could?”
She said she wishes I didn’t have to work so much so that I wouldn’t be so tired all the time and we could spend more time together.
I feel so bad. Parenting is hard already but in this economy, it’s even more difficult
Y’all not traditional about having babies out of wedlock.. being married, setting up a solid foundation first or anything of that nature but wanna be traditional when it comes to bills is BEYONDDDD ME. Y’all really slowwwww. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 MY GAWDDD, stfuuuuu.