I cannot wait.
I’ve gone quieter, my light has dimmed, I barely have any thoughts, I spend 90% of my day sighing, I look back at the old me and I cannot identify with her anymore, akhonto ihlekisayo.
I am gonna explain this to you slowly. At the heart of pedophilia is the yearning for purity & the fetishisation of “innocence” which is exactly what this church promotes. Purity is not seen as an act of obedience to God but rather a token for older men.
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Being financially comfortable is enough for me. I dont have to be the richest, I just want to always be able to eat what I want , go where I want , pay my bills on time and give my kids a great life