🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊

BeeperOfBoops
I know what its like to have depression n anxiety so talk to me if you ever need a friend; Happily in Love💍🤰🏻🥰 FurMom of a GermShep🐶

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

No matter what anyone says, you are amazing, beautiful/ handsome, smart, and just over all completely and utterly amazing. Never forget that.

I love you all and I hope you have an amazing day 😊💝

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

If anyone wants to send money to my cash app it'd be greatly appreciated
$Monti0710

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

@snare_x I just hope he knows that my friend is just that, a friend. Probably my closest friend, due to basically growing up together

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

I have been friends with a guy since we were in 3rd grade, so next month it'll be 14yrs give our take since school always started in August.

I told my fiance this and he seemed to get a bit disheartened and said he feels like he's in someone else's territory...

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

My newborn is dealing with these fireworks better than I am 😓
They keep going off and waking me up right as I'm drifting off to sleep but Xavier is sleeping like a damn log through it all... And is almost 4am 😭😭
I need sleep

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

My fiance took our baby and our doggo out for a walk this morning and I could physically feel how empty our home was without any of them being there. I couldn't go back to sleep, and I felt so completely lonely like never before. Idk how I'm gonna be once I get back to working 😭

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

@BananaMilkBunni Ikr! He has my whole heart. Idk what I'd do without him now

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

He's 2 months old, and I can't believe I made such a cute itty bitty human 😍🥰💜👶🏽

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

@BananaMilkBunni Absolutely stunning 😍🥰💜

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

For those with significant others and babies, can I please get your opinion on something? Cuz if I'm over reacting, like actively over reacting, I would like to know. But if how I'm feeling in actually validated and for a good reason I'd like to know I'm not insane

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

Hes asleep on my chest atm. He loves listening to my heartbeat and it always calms him down. It's so cute and I always feel bad for moving him but I need sleep
I need help 😅

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

So I really need to put my baby in his basinet so that I can sleep, but hes sleeping so peacefully and looks so relaxed that I don't want to disturb him 🥺

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

It's after 5am and I still have yet to fall asleep
I've been going back and forth between feeding the baby and going to the bathroom to puke, I feel like shit, and the lack of sleep is not helping.
Send help 😭😣

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

@BananaMilkBunni Yesssss. I miss hanging out with you and talking to you. About serious stuff as well as nonsense and games and anime and books... I just miss you 😭
COVID really screwed things up 😤

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

Baby Xavier update 🥰💜👶🏽
He's getting so big and he's so sweet and precious. 🥰

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

Our little man Xavier Tobias H. Is now 1 month old 🥰
He's weighing 10lbs 12oz, and he's getting so so big. I'm so happy and in love with him. He's become my entire life and I will do anything to keep him safe and healthy. 🥰💜

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

@UmAndDuh Thank you a lot Amanda. I really appreciate it 💜💜 I didn't realize it would be this hard but I'm trying my best to stay positive

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

Not many people know that I struggle with an eating disorder.
I either don't eat at all for days straight, or I over eat, especially on candies and junk food

For a while, mainly just through my 2nd and 3rd trimesters of pregnancy, I was actually eating normally

[🦊💜Monti Shiro💜🦊 @MontiShiro]

I sprained my right wrist some how and my left wrist has a customer that just keeps getting bigger... And no have to deal with the pain constantly cuz I have to feed my baby and dog, and change my baby's diaper constantly... And it even hurts to open a damn door. Fml