Mòni Morales ♡

Girlfriend: O8.O9.2O14 ∞ Wife: 11.O9.2O19 | ♡ Mom: Aug O8.14.2O22 ♡

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

Year 28 will be one to remember. It was the year I became a mother & the year I lost my dad. The biggest love and one of the biggest pains I could feel all within such a short amount of time. God I pray year 29 treats me good & there is no losses only gains!

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I need to love myself more. 🙁

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

Sometimes I wonder when my life will get back to “normal” & then it’s like I suffer my dads lose all over again realizing he really isn’t coming back & this is my “new normal”…

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

Doesnt help that a little cousin of mine came up to me a few days ago & said “looks like you’re having another baby!” 🥴

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

My insecurities are at an all time high. I know I’ve gained weight, I wake up in the mornings so tired since the day my dad left us so the motivation to do my makeup is low. Ive been wanting to take walks or go to the gym but to find time in my hectic work schedule is so hard.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I have so many questions I want to ask my dad to make sure I’m doing everything right. 😔 I was never worried if I did do something wrong with running a business bc he was always there to guide me now I’m completely lost without him.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I have a never ending list of things To Do. 🥺

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I know death in inevitable for everyone. But I would always hope to see both my parents grow old, in their 80’s/90’s possibly even make it to 100. I never thought my dad would leave this soon. 🥺

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

When does the pain of loosing a loved one go away? I feel like I’m okay for a little bit & then it comes back. Like waves. & I never know how big the next wave will be, but every time it knocks me over & it hurts like hell trying to get back up.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I miss my dad so much.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

My life has felt so unreal for the past week.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I have never felt this weak in my life.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I want to wake up from this horrible nightmare.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

If only I could give my mom the world 🥺

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

I don’t know how much more I can take mentally. I’ve been doing so good this week carrying the extra weight but I’m growing tired.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

It took a lot to stick to my therapy appointment today. I’m constantly feeling guilt that I could be doing something else but I stuck to it & i feel so much better.

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

Sometimes supporting local businesses can be a bit more expensive but so worth it. They give you better quality, & really take the time to do things right for you vs a big chain. (Most of the time)

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

Having a sick child is a whole different level of fear that you to deal with in the most calmest way because as much as you want to panic what does that help with? 🫠

[Mòni Morales ♡ @Mony_Salgado]

It has been years since I bit my nails….I thought I had overcame that bad habit especially since I’ve worked so hard on my anxiety… but my baby got sick for the first time ever… wellll that was it for me. My nails are destroyed from how bad I went in on them. 😭