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Adopted by Mike and Anna 10.02.17 🖤Chester, you will forever be in my heart🖤 10.27.17 ❤️ Mental Health advocate

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

Trigger warning for sexual assault content. I’m not going to go into detail but I use Twitter to share how I’m feeling so I’m going to keep this Tweet pinned as I document my journey.

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

@elly_bangs I was talking to a girl ON TINDER and didn’t know if she was flirting or not 🤦🏻‍♀️ people need to say the words “I like you” and then I’m reassured 🥲

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

@SjamaanN All but a filing cabinet!

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

Starting ‘23 with positivity so although ‘22 was incredibly hard, it came with a few highlights:
• met Danni
• neighbours became friends
• started driving
• got a psych referral

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

This has been an incredibly shit year. Lost count of breakdowns and anxiety attacks. Bonus is that it can’t really get much worse (that is NOT a fucking challenge).

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

I don’t know what’s going on with us. I want to know but I don’t want to ask.

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

I wish I didn’t feel so strong about you

Like happiness and love revolve around you

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

Mum: you never say goodnight to Tom
Me: 😅
Mum: what’s so funny?
Me: nothing. Good night Tom

Tom is a cat 😂

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

(I sometimes sit in silence in my office for an hour after I’ve finished). Feel overwhelmed in loud environments - sometimes I can hear a tapping noise in my ears when it gets too loud.

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

Looking into a potential adhd diagnosis for several reasons. My boss has mentioned I talk over customers and I’ve noticed it in calls. I’m constantly misplacing things in the house that I’ve JUST put down. During longer calls, I find myself playing a game on my phone to keep

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

focused. Constantly fidgeting. Not able to focus on just one task at a time. Procrastinating. Getting excited about hundreds of projects and starting them all but not finishing any. Daydreaming (literally whilst typing this, I zoned out). Find it difficult to wind down after work

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

Can’t be dealing with another year like this

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

I’m drowning and I want to let go

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

My brain: except you’ve got PTSD so you relive that night over and over and over again.

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

Then. Aw christ. So he can roll his Rs and the way he said bar was strange to me so I got him to repeat it a few times. He did the same thing on our first call when I said loading. So I pointed out that I can’t roll my Rs and he says barrrrrrrrrr. Then specifically rolls just the

[LP 🎗🇮🇪🏳️‍🌈 @Mookie479]

NEED ATTENTION. Like. Girlfriends need attention. Ahahahaa he had his screen shared so I could see him send the message. TO HIS BOSS. Then said “Ash says hi btw” as if I’m sat beside him or something 🤦🏻‍♀️ still me trying to remain professional but also being like holy fucking fuck