I’ve regretted something from the past and now I still cannot get over it. I blamed myself a lot up until the time where I realized that i dont deserve the care that person gave to me. We are long gone from contact, but i think that’s the punishment i gave to myself.
Kadang gue jg mikir GUE CUMA ANAK MAGANG, tp ini udh ga manusiawi mnurut gue
Anggepannya lo udh ngerjain se bagus mungkin tp karya lo diambil org lain dengan alasan REFERENSI. Gue minta fee aja kesannya kek gue ngejilat mreka cuy tp ga ada mreka respect ke gue.
GUE MAU MELUAPKAN KELUH KESAL GUE SEBAGAI ANAK MAGANG YANG GA DI RESPECT (note : klo memang ada perilaku gue yg salah boleh kasi tau gue jg kok :> )
Jadi gue anak magang di company yg gue ga tau sih itu start up ato bukan tp ni perusahaan di bidang edukasi IT.
Gue sekarang jadi cape sendiri kek gue paham nih gue anak magang tp tolong hargain kerjaan gue hargain apa yg gue bikin kek sesusah itu kah ?
Gue udh terima di awal dan gue trust mreka bahwa mreka tau bakal apa yg hrs dilakuin tp sekarang gue liat kek gni jg gue hrs apa lg.