Mustafa Samiullah

Pro Wrestling Fanatic. New York Mets. Buffalo Bills. Soap Operas. I write for a living (Banned by Basti project coming soon) Perfectly happy in my misery.

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Getting Real About Getting Banned by Basti (Bastila) (Part IV) https://t.co/ycT8XzO8f8 "The GreatMooseSam was a character I created 15 years ago to be my alter ego, before I ever met her and now I can never work with that character again." What? He is? Since when? #project #great

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Getting Real About Getting Banned by Basti (Bastila) (Part III) https://t.co/ossrBHgVoD "I should have realized how compromised I am as a person and how a 'normie' would not be able to relate. I don’t feel bad that I trusted her not to ban me" #bannedbybasti #trust #lifelessons

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Getting Real About Getting Banned by Basti (Bastila) (Part II) https://t.co/ETyHCx8Sm9 "I couldn’t even watch Smackdown and Saturday Night’s Main Event without being reminded of her and it’s not because she is a wrestling fan…far from it."#Bannedbybasti #heartbreak #writing

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Uh...He's Here https://t.co/ZQKKiKM4i9 "From now on the author of this blog is theGreatMooseSam." #Tuesday #Greatness
#money #rich #friendship #Imsorryinadvance

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

This Blog https://t.co/5ppy2i6Nyr "This is about a really good friend who chose to hurt me when there were other options. I have something to say about that…so I will. #bannedbybastiproject #mentalhealth #writing #Twitch #friendship

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

The Letter I Wrote After the Ban https://t.co/2SMcEY22tV "I’m just hurt, I’m really hurt." #writing #Twitch #Bannedbybastiproject #discard #socialmedia

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

PAQ (Potentially Asked Questions) https://t.co/jD6qKpWXmL "The biggest reason that this bothers me so much is I wasn’t worth a conversation. After 18 months of everything we shared together, she just dropped me." #bannedbybastiproject #writing #socialmedia #Sunday #Twitch

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Friendship Failure (Excerpt from Last Post) https://t.co/AD9Y2gg6dP "She is saying after everything we shared, I am on the same level as the people who she has had the worst interactions with on Twitch and Discord. It hurts so much that she puts me on that level" #bannedbybasti

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

My Life Changed on 1/2/26 https://t.co/EJfQKMtN10 "It has made me question everything about me" #Sunday #writing #Mentalhealth #Twitch #socialmedia #friendship #bannedbybastiproject

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

What is This (Really) About? https://t.co/rBKLwK1FGf "The problem is I may never know why." #writing #bannedbybastiproject #Twitch #mentalhealth #sunday

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

My Life Changed on 1/2/26 https://t.co/dWogmE6vQR "If I lay out what happened, I don’t know if my reaction would make sense. It doesn’t matter if it makes sense to you. It makes sense to me." #writing #bannedbybastiproject #preview

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

I am done with the writing on my blog (which I will publish as an ebook). I am going to do some practice for the (potential) day that I write on other topics. I am going to publish excerpts from my Banned by Basti book. So that is what this feed will be for the next little while

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

My Last Post for This Blog (With a Twist and a Caveat) https://t.co/Axo7hMDxXY "no one in my life would know this was happening if I didn’t tell them. Nothing has really changed for me except I cry a lot now, but no one knows that but me" #Sunday #Twitch #mentalhealth #writing

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

If I Could Talk to Her Now https://t.co/ZFKMEXvQCz "Being your friend...was a waste of time. All you did was take from me for two years" #Bastibanproject #mentalhealth #writing #Twitch #depression #friendship #socialmedia

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Villain Arc/Origin Story? (First of Final Four Posts) https://t.co/cfqa2DUDzl "I do believe that I have a lot to offer to people, who are never going to know that because she ended any idea of me connecting with anyone again." #Weekend #Bastibanproject #writer #mentalhealth

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

I turned out to be Right about One Thing https://t.co/XJrOnfF7IC "She was a net negative. I have better memories of being homeless than being her friend." #Bastibanproject #mentalhealth #Twitch #Wednesday #socialmedia

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Time Part II (Post 2 of the Final 8) https://t.co/JfWFcqUWRU "I still have a lot of good things to say about her as a person independent of our friendship, but I wish I never met her." #Bastibanproject #mentalhealth #Twitch #friendship #writing

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Missing the Human Face Online (Final Post 1/8) https://t.co/11lvAMsmQx "(the) point of this...is more about online friendships and how vulnerable they are because of the missing human face, which leads to missing humanness." #Bastibanproject #Tuesday #mentalhealth #socialmedia

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Suicidal Ideation https://t.co/Ps1IfJ4i0o "I wish she handled it differently, but this is my failure. I don’t know what I did...but my ignorance of what my failures were doesn’t mean I didn’t fail." #Bannedbybastiproject #depression #Tuesday #mentalhealthsupport #writing #Twitch

[Mustafa Samiullah @MooseSam]

Unhealthy? https://t.co/caGLmqq1xM "Bastila was one of the healthiest friendships I have ever had. I was a better thinker, more creative, funnier (one of us ought to be funny) and more sensitive all because of her friendship" #bastibanproject #writer #mentalhealth #twitch