Most guys are living in a constant state of fear they’re gonna be broken up with by their girl, fired by their boss, disappointed by friends & shit
Start acting like a giant pussy which reinforces & accelerates all those prophecies to come true
Find ur principles & die by them
My little brother called me at 1am lastnight crying throwing up bc his gf dumped him.. BECAUSE HE CHEATED ON HER? I’m like you’re not fucking serious rn cry some more
Think about how much she hurt me and how weak I am and get heart broken and sleep.
I'm a complete mess right now, I want to end it but the fear of losing access to easy sex is holding me back, the fear of having another guy fuck her cripples me.
I don't know what to do
I found out my girl been entertaining another guy and I have been insecure since.
The thought of her talking with another guy is enough to ruin my day, I used to be happy with her cause I trusted her, I was secure I thought she's the love of my life.
Now I just wake up
One thing I wanna do this year is take effort on my physical appearance, I want to take pride in being a girly girl. I want to do my nails , I will get myself hair and do everything that makes me feel like a girly girl appearance wise. I’ve journaled enough.