There was time I drag myself to class in HS with my arm still bleed from yesterday cut, i didn’t really care how ppl look at me tbh I was just more depressive about the stage I am in rather than what ppl think lol , im okay now I don’t hide my scar nor cover it up when outside
Sometime I think about cutting myself again, not cause because I’m in stage of depression but I want to feel the texture of a new scar. Knowing I’m already grow up n no longer do such thing is tempting, my scars already soften out cause of time, I think I been 3y clean
Got home despite the rain n flood outside n no one even greet me (even got yelled at) beside bin bin yesterday, she even sleep with me n protect me from the cockroaches….i love you sm Bin Bin