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If my chemical romance could finally reunite then that means there's still a chance for @iamghostmusic to come back. Praying 2020 is the year for this.
The little things mean the most. I'm so used to asking to go with places and I'm treated like a burden. It's so nice to have people WANT me to go with. And ask me to regularly.
Get woken up at 3am. Move around my day with the kids to pick up extra shift. They send me home early because they dont need me. My ride home is asleep. Dont know if bus or my ride will get here first. Fucking why. Just fuck. Rofl.
Astrology has become an excuse for me to connect with my beloved, my Guru again.
Most people view astrology as a fortune telling tool and just want predictions for their future;
while I see it as a divine light for internal growth, better self-awareness & guidance.
A home and not just a place I live. I want a chance for a life I consciously build out of hard work and the knowledge I've gained that isnt a life that's a result of my unfortunate circumstances.
Venting on twitter again so my blood related family and ex dont see. People keep asking me questions about why what's happening is happening and when I'm upset I have difficulty finding the right words but after sitting here thinking about it I've finally found them.
That's ultimately what this is about. I want control of my own destiny. I want a real family whether that's just me and my kids where we do stuff together and have fun and its peaceful and not toxic. I want a chance at a real home with family photos and decorations and is like a
Car to learn to drive and get to work. Which I couldn't use my moms/stepdad vehicle because they couldn't afford me on the insurance. This is the first time I have a real chance at building a real life for myself with no one screaming at me or putting me down while I'm trying.
Not for the positive and even when I was at my nans trying to save money and go to college and trying to make good life choices I wasn't allowed to because I had my aunt coming over and screaming and trying to get me out of there and getting mad I was using my grandmother's
Again. My whole generation thinks they're entitled to a comfortable life without the blood sweat and tears to get there and its unfortunate. That's not the way the world works.
This is literally coming from someone in a tough assed situation. You have to find a way. Theres nothing wrong with recieving help getting your shit together but like whining about it ain't ganna fix it. And if the situation wont change you have to find a way.
Let's not shame people between the ages of 20 and 35 who live with their parents when it's been proven 100s of times now that the cost of living is ridiculous high, obtaining jobs are becoming more difficult with each passing year, and student debt is at an all time high.
Theres been times where I had no internet or cell phone. Theres times where I've had no clothes that fit other than work clothes and pjs. If I had stuff it was because a family member was nice enough to gift it to me. And I generally didnt ask. And I'm about to have to do it