Neverrrrrrrr everrrrrrrr think your story can't change overnight. May September be the month God surprises you with abundance, open doors, unexpected blessings, answered prayers, joy, and healing.
I sit quietly and realize that God has been taking care of me this whole time, maybe not in luxurious ways, maybe not with an easy life. But through protection, provison, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.