I'm not even sure why I'm posting this.
Need to get it off my chest + Don't feel comfortable actually talking about it to my friends? Twitter kind of feels like screaming into the void, now. So this feels okay.
I'm tired.
Maybe it's all just a bit of fun, for you. Joking around. Nothing serious.
It wasn't a joke, for me.
I hate games and always try to be clear with my intentions. While I don't think it was *your* intention, can't help feeling strung along, now.
Maybe it's my fault. Maybe I pushed you away somehow. Sometimes it feels like it.
Maybe it just happened naturally.
Whatever it was. I don't like playing the blame game.
I'm just confused. And heartbroken. And I don't know what to do, now.
At the age of 16, me and my best friend (who gave me the name 'rebulast'), picked up our midnight release editions of Halo 3, sped home, told our parents it was important, and played more Halo than you could imagine.
There is no Warframe without the legacy of Bungie games.
It’s grief. That’s why it hurts so much. Your brain is processing the shock and loss in the same part that it processes death and separation.
It’s grief, and it sucks. And it hurts. And it’s normal. And that sucks too.
But you aren’t alone.
I got removed from the family group chat after my uncle, who is a pastor, said, “Having tattoos is a sin,” and I replied, “Cheating on your wife is also a sin.”🤧🤧
i hate how social media makes us forget that life has stages. it’s normal to be broke, to have broke friends or partners and yes it’s even normal to be unemployed at times. these are phases we all go through.
some people are lucky enough to find good jobs at a young age and afford a certain lifestyle. others take longer and that’s perfectly okay. we need to stop comparing ourselves and start accepting our journey. i just want all of us to be at peace with where we are in life while still working and striving for better.
Memory loss from deep depression and trauma doesn’t get talked about enough. People think it’s just sadness or being stuck in your head, but it goes way deeper than that. You forget conversations, names, whole chunks of your life—not because you didn’t care, but because you were in survival mode. When you’re overwhelmed and just trying to get through each day, your brain isn’t focused on making memories, it’s focused on keeping you going. And nobody really acknowledges that part. Healing isn’t just about emotions—it’s about piecing yourself back together, including parts of you that you don’t even remember losing.