I’m well aware I post to an empty audience. I see the views, but no likes. And that’s fine.
I’m not seeking pity or attention. Simply letting my thoughts free instead of having them fester inside.
I can’t tell if it helps or not. But it’s something.
And it’s all I have
Is it so wrong for me to want to be swept off my feet by someone older, more experienced and knowledgeable, to be held and told everything is going to be alright, that I’m doing a good job, to be wanted and needed for who I am and not for what I can provide?
Nobody talks about the stage of grief where you can't even talk about it to anyone anymore because everyone expects you to be getting over it but it still runs through your mind everyday.
I once had an episode almost 2 years ago. For no reason I found myself filled with immense rage and aggression. I had incredibly violent thoughts that I had an immense urge to act upon. It was perhaps the most terrifying experience I’ve ever had
Unrelated but I had Ben 10 Racing on my 3Ds and this planet was the final track and after each lap the volcano got more unstable. I got weirdly attached to the game
I am consuming copious amounts of grocery store sushi and has gotten to a point where I get some every shift and am disappointed when I can’t have California rolls
I want to make it abundantly clear I am NOT an incel.
Yes, I am technically involuntarily celibate, but I do not think I am owed sexual gratification, nor do I hate women for not “providing” it.
I’m simply a yearner who tries and fails.
@VFlince I’ve been thinking this for ages now, they have several interactions that are interesting, one of which as Ashe inviting LW to join the gang, saying “the gorge would look nice with a rose garden” and he replies with “tempting, but I should save the world first”