For 5 years, you've never help with my sanity. You've dragged me down to this state that I resented so much. I wish I have the same guts as you to have an audacity to leave coldheartly when everything around crumbles. I envy you.
Somebody once said, "Two Cheeseburgers is happiness". But what if you got no cheese and you have to share the other to someone to be fair, it's not happiness but just pure guilt and disappointment.
"Magic blooms only in rare souls. It is granted to those who live for higher purposes. What a world we would make for all of humanity. We, who live for freedom, for truth - the moment has come to rise up and take our rightful place in the world."