fuck it. i DO want mommy. i DO want milkies. i DO want to be held. i DO want to be comforted. i DO wanna honka honka awooga awooga blrbrlrbrlrbrrlbrrlb right up in those big ol ti
If gen ai wasn’t bad enough already, now a buncha gooners are using it to undress women on here without their consent??
And then they have the GALL to pin the blame on the women for «asking for it» by posting images of themselves???
Fuck off with the victim blaming and grow up.
i'm going to be returning to streaming soon!! idk what this arc is going to be, but i definitely will need to get used to this again.
it was a privilege to step back and work on my mental health and i want to give back a lot of fun and love
thank u for waiting for me 🩷
the littol speech that i read on stream ❤️🩹
I am very bad with words when it's in the moment so I wrote this little message to close off this 2024
This year has been one of the hardest times of my life. I went through something that completely broke me. I was so heartbroken and emotionally drained, I couldn’t do anything for months, it felt like my world had shattered. Every day felt impossible to deal with and I thought I’d never feel okay again.
It got to a point where I stopped streaming because I just couldn’t take it anymore. I completely stopped caring about the grind, the stats, or anything I’d worked so hard for - things I used to care so much about.
And for the past 8-9 years, Twitch has been everything to me, it’s all I’ve ever had and loved to do. So when I suddenly felt this emptiness, it scared the fuck out of me because I was ready to give it all up.
I know you guys have told me I didn’t let you down, but it’s hard not to feel like I did. And the fact you guys still stayed, even when I couldn’t be around, is something I don’t want to take for granted. You’ve been here for me through everything, and now that I'm in a better place and more level-headed than before, I just can't find the words to express how much that means to me.
Thank you for everything you did for me this year even though I couldn't be there for you.
Whether it was a kind message in chat, an art or a meme you made, or just you spamming emotes in chat every time i start the stream, all those little things helped me more than you’ll ever know.
Even during the hardest times when I got myself to stream you guys always reminded me why I loved doing this.
I know that a lot of people watch streams to escape their own brain goblins and depression, I mean that's why I watch my favorite streamers. And I want to be there for you. I want to become a better streamer, and I want us to have more fun times together. I want to work harder.
And if you're also going through something heartbreaking, if you are struggling right now, I want to give you that reassurance that I needed.
Don't give up on yourself, give yourself some grace, and take your time to heal. Some days will be harder than the others and it's going to feel like you're not making any progress. But I promise you every small thing counts.
For me, getting the right therapist and letting myself take things one day at a time helped the most..
I don't want to sound like a pepeNPC but I know you can be stronger. Even if it's not perfect and messy, things WILL start getting better. I believe in you.
Thank you for being here with me.
I’m so really truly lucky to have you all.
Hawk tuah spit on that year.
Here's to a better 2025 together <3
anny 🌟
I know this time of the year can be hard. You’re not alone. I know it’s hard. Each day can be a challenge. Some days are good and bad. We all go through them.
So please give yourself some love or someone you know love. Sending love to all of you. Stay safe and happy holidays. 💛
Thank you all so much for all the love and support. Thank you for listening to my music. I will continue to work hard so that you guys have more fun stuff to listen to. 💖💖💖😈