I’m a very deep thinker… and super into my feelings and my healing… so I get carried away when talking about my current state… cuz shit is very heavy for me right now but I always regret it and be like man folks got mad shit going on… don’t nobody got time for my shit…
It’s easy for people to love you when life is good. But having people who stay when you’re struggling, difficult, hurting, or wrong… those are your actual people. Being truly loved means being loved even when it’s inconvenient.
I’ve become so obsessed with my growth so observant and really into mental health and emotional intelligence specifically… that the older folks I once looked up to my whole life I realize they’re just not what I thought…. They’re more fucked up than most actually… it’s sad…
It’s not that I feel no one cares… I know my people care when I speak on my feelings… I just be feeling like everybody got too much going on to just be saving capacity for ME…. and I don’t wanna be the reason somebody is exhausted…. 😩