If you’ve read this entire thread, thank you. I consider my Twitter followers some of my closest friends, Facebook is my main spot for people that I barely know but would like to keep in touch with. (4/4)
This won’t be an easy month for me. I never ask for prayers, but yall please say a small one for me to stay strong until next year. I will never understand in this lifetime “why” and this Christmas WILL be the hardest for me so far. (1/4)
But to be honest it all leads back to Mother’s Day, the WORST day of my entire life. Matthew 18 has been my “go to” here lately, and at this rate I’ll have the main excerpt memorized to help me through this season of life. I’m just so ready for this pain to ease up. (3/4)
THIS!!! It’s so hard to watch friends go, but it doesn’t sting as bad when you realize their intentions werent so friendly after all. 🤗#negativitygone#fakefriends
But every single day I wish with all my heart the tragedy didn’t have to happen on Mother’s Day. This was the week I had made all the plans for, but He had other plans for us and now we continue to wait and stay so confused.
I’m a planner. It’s in my blood and when things don’t go by MY plan I get annoyed. But I promise I will never be aggravated again when HIS plans are different from mine. In this world I will never understand why something I’ve wanted for so long was so quickly taken away from me.
“But I say to you who listen Love your enemies do what is good to those who hate you bless those who curse you pray for those who mistreat you If anyone hits you on the cheek offer the other also And if anyone takes away your coat don’t hold back your shirt either”
Luke 6:27-29
I saw your headstone today and it still doesn’t seem real. When we first stopped at your house I saw some of your rose bushes still had blooms, you always grew the prettiest roses. Just wish we could admire them together one last time.
How difficult is it to say “I’m sorry” ? Is it that challenging to ask for forgiveness knowing you did something wrong? Maybe it’s easier to sleep knowing you intentionally hurt someone and it’s causing them conflicts in other relationships.